Zhang ZheHan/张哲瀚

云舒水寒 海誓山盟

光在心中,路在脚下。相信会有天亮的时刻,他会回到我们面前。 
There will be a day when light pierce through the darkest of nights. He will be back in front of us. 
从前有一个男孩,说要参加下一届企鹅篮球赛继续拿MVP, 然后腿受伤再也不能打篮球。后来改打高尔夫,半年练成一杆进洞,说要参加比赛,比赛取消了。
后来这个男孩,说有机会实现他的梦想开演唱会。新冠来了,演唱会开不了了。
最后这个男孩,说他有一个综艺要参加,还有一个冰箱贴的故事,转眼这个综艺与他无关。
这个男孩还说, 我不要披荆斩棘,要走康庄大道,然后第二天就变成了断头路。
出道十年没有一个代言,走红后第一个代言事一叶子,最后一个代言直播也是一叶子。一叶子开始,一叶子结束。
他还说岭是他接的最好的剧本,现在不只是最好,也许也是最后了。
西皮粉喊他栀子花,栀子花的花期就是三-七月,他的花期过了。
岭演唱会上,他们说人生十载不过大梦一场,他的十年演艺生涯,他的走红也不过大梦一场。
以后我也只能像他美宝莲直播说的那样成为生命粉,活着就好了。
他的人生,谁不说戏剧。原来他演的最戏剧化的角色,竟然是张哲瀚。
可是我又忍不住怨恨,他说坚强,他说坚持,他说心要向阳,他说善良,他说只有快乐不需要代价。可是他骗人,他带给我五个月的快乐代价怎么就这么痛!我努力成为他说的善良的人,但他的结局告诉我,好人没有好报。

Once there was a young man, he said he will participate in the next Tencent basketball competition and continue to strive for MVP. But he injured his knee and was told he can never play basketball again. Afterwards he began to play golf. In 6 months, he was able to hit hole in one. He said he will go for competition, then the competition was cancelled.

At the end this young man said, he just went on a reality show, had a story about fridge magnet he wants to share with his fans. Very soon this reality show cut all ties with him.
On the last day this young man also said, he didn't want a difficult road, he wanted an easy road full of opportunites. However, he didn't realize he was about to go off a cliff.
Ten years in the entertainment industry he had no endorsements. After he became popular, his first endorsement was One Leaf. His last vlog was also with One Leaf. One Leaf to start, One Leaf to end.
He said Word of Honor was the best script he got. Now it looks like not only it was the best, it may very well be the last.
CP fans call him gardenia. Gardenia blossom during March to July. His blossoming period was over.
On the Word of Honor concert, they said ten years of life was nothing but a dream. His ten years of acting career, his success, was nothing but a dream.
From now on I can only be what he described on Maybelline vlog, I became a life fan. All I need is for him to be alive.
Who has a more dramatic life? In the end, the most convoluted character he played was Zhang ZheHan.
Yet I cannot let go. He said to be strong; he said life must go on; he said to always look on the bright side; he said to be kind; he said only happiness is free. But he lied, the happiness he gave us for the 5 months had such a high price to pay. I will try to be kind like he said. But his story told me, nothing good can come from good deeds.